IF ONLY

If only I could find the words to say

I care for her more than a friends' way

She always makes me laugh and smile

I want to tell her but I think, I will wait a while

When I talk to her I don't have to pretend

I am who I am and that I don't have to defend

As I write this I am longing for her to see

The words on this blog, the way that I feel

Often I wonder if she likes me back

But the confidence to find out is something I lack

Each time I want to tell her, I find myself stuck

The words just don't come out, totally dumbstruck

I often hear that the wind changes soon

But the time is running out

My feelings will be memories not to worry about

If only I could tell her now how she makes me feel

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Maybe then her heart I could steal

By Mukul Kantiwal